i am coming down from a high rn and i cannot stop thinking about how much i fucking love my friends i really wish i could live with them but that is not the case they all have families that love and value and support them. but they ARE my family they're who i get the love i need to fucking live from, not my parents that don't value things about me that i care about.
i think it's stupid that i'm even writing this and posting this but i don't know why i think that way. probably the only people that will see this are hayden ellie lydia and maybe grace but they havent joined the blog train yet but you are all my friends and i love you. i just want to put it SOMEWHERE where it has the potential to be read by others. if some strange internet traveler that doesnt know me reads this, i hope they can think about how much some kid somewhere loves his friends.
it is cliche as fuck but true if i say words can't sum up how big my love is ok. i need to fucking invent a new method of communication to say how much love i have because this is like the fourth place that ive written something about my love and it STILL feels like it's exploding out of me with no outlet. i'm glad i'm putting it here though in this tiny corner of the extremely public internet. i love you guys sooooooo fucking much you will never begin to grasp how much my god.
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